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Still not eating meat... Not to bad so far!
Home made chicken soup for lunch.
Gonna work out tonight..... Ugh!
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Pester The Butcher
Butchering the English Language V1.1
An experiment in prose, verse, spelling, and grammar
16 February 2009 @ 10:01 pm
Was not to bad. Much hat chicken tacos from the bell. Dinner made spaghetti with ground turkey in the sauce. And I didn't die! It dosent taste the same but it's good
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16 February 2009 @ 02:10 pm
Ok giving up meat for one month. I really need to clean out my system. Lately my gas has been, well... Over powering...
I also have to get back on my workout routine. Been slacking off in so many aeras!
I also haven posted jack here.
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22 December 2008 @ 01:44 am
Recalling exactly why I got rid of most of these in the first place.
Out with the negative.
Out with the negative.
18 December 2008 @ 06:13 pm
managing to hear every word from people is great, however its the odd sounds of the world that are disturbing. The background noise of the world is almost unbearable... I cant concentrate as I used to ... the hum of power supplies, the motor on the copiers, the clacking of numbering machines and the really shitty tin sounding PC speakers of my co-worker are all driving me nutz.
I will adjust, on a gross note... my ear wax production has quadrupled. Eventualy that will go away as well. However going from 90 to 10 on my television volume is a nice touch, also I will never annoy others with subtitles.
I will adjust, on a gross note... my ear wax production has quadrupled. Eventualy that will go away as well. However going from 90 to 10 on my television volume is a nice touch, also I will never annoy others with subtitles.
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uncomfortable
uncomfortable13 December 2008 @ 01:29 am
Ahhh kevin. If there was one face I needed to see tonight it was his. Never find a friend like him ever again
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12 December 2008 @ 07:21 pm
It is always bleakest before the dawn. We are not yet even in the eleventh hour. Please let me be wrong, not my own selfish goals but what I hope will not come to pass. This is now past me. Let them fall where they may just please let me have been wrong.
In my own selfish world one trust upheld and one trust broken. I am not sadden or engaged. I am just disappointed. It was revealed by the sharp tong of another, intent on cutting a wound no matter how small or insignificant. It is my own fault for being petty on trust, you can never trust another completely and without thought. The larger issue of trust was upheld... close to being cut off but when it comes down to it, perhaps we are mightier then our urges.
my silence and isolation beckon. Perhaps it is time to stop venturing out and loosing more of myself.
In my own selfish world one trust upheld and one trust broken. I am not sadden or engaged. I am just disappointed. It was revealed by the sharp tong of another, intent on cutting a wound no matter how small or insignificant. It is my own fault for being petty on trust, you can never trust another completely and without thought. The larger issue of trust was upheld... close to being cut off but when it comes down to it, perhaps we are mightier then our urges.
my silence and isolation beckon. Perhaps it is time to stop venturing out and loosing more of myself.
12 December 2008 @ 07:02 am
Strict deadline.
Will make the deadline.
My problem is I need the structure of a deadline, have it set. Most defiantly time sensitive.
may just have to lock myself in tonight and all of tomorrow.
Will make the deadline.
My problem is I need the structure of a deadline, have it set. Most defiantly time sensitive.
may just have to lock myself in tonight and all of tomorrow.
11 December 2008 @ 06:50 pm
I know that in the end it was for the best to not do things. However oh im sure it would have been grand, yet complications would be unbearable. Not to mention what would have been lost would have far far outweigh what would have been gained. Flesh is weak, the heart is weaker. Must reinforce the resolve. Not gonna fuck it up.
09 December 2008 @ 11:30 pm
09 December 2008 @ 03:28 pm
Life for all intent and reason should be good right now. I have lost about 20 lbs since I had the horrible experience at the doctors where they weighed me... I'm at 202 right now so a bit more then 20 dropped... I would like to at least get down to 180. I finally got a haircut and I must say I'm one sexy bitch with short short hair. Yet lately I feel very self conscious about my appearance... yet I know I have not looked this good in a while. It is quite impossible for me to wear any pants I own without a belt.
The getting my shit together is also looking good. Not that that has been a problem I just get a self satisfying kick whenever I get closer and closer to the fabled "Black". Made a final payment on a rather large outstanding loan, and have a 0 balance on on of my 3 credit cards... the other one is not bad at all and the one with a large chunk on it has a very favorable interest rate.
So In the end all is good... I guess.
The getting my shit together is also looking good. Not that that has been a problem I just get a self satisfying kick whenever I get closer and closer to the fabled "Black". Made a final payment on a rather large outstanding loan, and have a 0 balance on on of my 3 credit cards... the other one is not bad at all and the one with a large chunk on it has a very favorable interest rate.
So In the end all is good... I guess.
07 December 2008 @ 10:15 am
My latest foray into painting became... Lacking... Very very lacking. In the morning when I looked at what I had already deemed unworthy, looking with fresh eyes I wonder what the hell was going on. Colors are horrid, implementation is to ridged and mathematical. I didn't do my layering in the proper order. It was awful, beyond awful.
However I do not regret spending my time on something that bared no fruit. If you do not try you will never know. It is much better than sitting on ones thumbs waiting for the world to come to them.
However I do not regret spending my time on something that bared no fruit. If you do not try you will never know. It is much better than sitting on ones thumbs waiting for the world to come to them.
07 December 2008 @ 02:54 am
Something wrong. I don't know what but I can feel that something terrible has happened
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03 December 2008 @ 12:16 pm
Current events and my diet of caffeen and nicoteen are either getting to me or are clearing the path of creatin. Imageie, more then enough! Perhaps next weeks vacation will be productive after all... Must tell phil to buy me some good medium. The shot crime michels sucks and is over priced
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03 December 2008 @ 12:24 am
I swear. Just because I'm male dose not mean I'm gonna drop everything to come running to satisfy somebodies itch. Granted I am single, I do have the same urges as every other guy, but for the love of whatever deity you prefer... I'm not a sex robot.
I have not talked or seen said person in years, but out of the blue I get a "hay come over and fuck me" call. What the hell, I'm not a cheep whore.
What the hell is wrong with the human race. What ever happend to letting things fall where they may. People change, dont expect me to be the same person I was three years ago, 6 months ago, or 1 day ago...
I have not talked or seen said person in years, but out of the blue I get a "hay come over and fuck me" call. What the hell, I'm not a cheep whore.
What the hell is wrong with the human race. What ever happend to letting things fall where they may. People change, dont expect me to be the same person I was three years ago, 6 months ago, or 1 day ago...
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pissed off
pissed off02 December 2008 @ 12:40 pm
I feel rundown lately. My stomach is in nots but I'm not nausches. I can't seem to sleep yet I'm tired as hell. More or less I just feel hollow if thatmakes any form of sense. No sneezing or sore throat. It's deffently a oddity at best. I might just break down and see the doctor.
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02 December 2008 @ 07:47 am
Get an electronic car starter sometime soon
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02 December 2008 @ 07:18 am
I have to remind myself that I'm not the defender of everything. If people make there own fucked up bad decisions its not my place to stop them, no matter how much it hurts.
30 November 2008 @ 06:27 pm
Full disclosure while good in theory does tend to backfire... remarked previous post to friends or private.... I'll use more discretion in the future.
30 November 2008 @ 04:43 pm
Soberig up again for a while, my liver is in shambles from the four day weekend.
Odd how easy it is for me to drop the bottle and so difficult for others.
Perhaps why most times I can be the voice of reason in a den of addicts and why I end up being the drug counselor in all my relatinships.
I do think I'll chalk that up to positve. Guess I'm a better counselor than a friend.
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